I Need Osim iSqueeze.

Since today got no school (yay!) & dear is working, decided to go out with my deaarrrr Elaine.

First, we went to Bright Hill to visit her bf, who had passed away due to a terrible motorbike accident in Malaysia. I didnt go to his wake then & felt bad cos the rest did. Jus thought it wouldnt be a place for me. Felt so sad & teary, looking at his photo.. listening to her reminisce bout their happy times.. crying.. Didnt say much cos words of comfort jus didnt seem right then. His dad joined us for a while afterwards.. A very nice n kind man.. hiaz.. Fate loves to play cruel jokes on us sometimes.

Life is so fragile. Hiaz.. Petty quarrels.. misunderstandings.. just seem so trivial & ridiculous..

Proceeded to have lunch near the Malaysian Train station.. Sungei Road? Had the most delicious, yummylicious laksa ever!! The style is like Katong Laksa.. no chopsticks needed. The gravy is soo rich & they give a generous helping of big 'hams'. Plus, they add ba chor! wah seh..... I loved it so much i ate 2 bowls!! $2 only somemore. Not very big la... ave person need bout 1.5 bowls to be full? After those 2 bowls, i felt soo contented man.. laughs.. wOOt! That stall monopolise all the customers man.. the rest of the stalls very sad.. no business de. haha..

After that delicious meal, elaine & i went to the bazaar near Guan Ying Miao so look at fake goods. wahah.. saw this damn nice white Gucci bag.. Triple A quality somemore. $270. Haha.. sorry.. my budget only $50. Couldnt find the coin pouch that i wanted. Hiya.. bo pian.. no money to buy real one =p The shop guy was super scary looking, cos he's a tattoo freak. Face, fingers(!), neck all have funny tattoos.. but he's quite nice la.. Not like those kind of uncles..

[aiyo.. hope he dont kana raided cos of my post]

Since we were in a shopping mood, we headed to Bugis Village.. never been there b4 cos its so out of the way.. That place is like a bigger, less-posh, non-aircon version of Heeren. Saw lotsa nice things for dear, jackets.. long sleeves shirts.. tees, and its all relatively cheap. Must go there w him someday.. Walked the entire place.. Ended up a bag for my mommy ($22). And this!

Heh.. may not look very nice here but looks gd when i wear it! Plus its suede too.. haha.. nice.. Dont have this kind of shoes.. and its so cheap.. $26! Saw a nice belt too.. Perhaps next week.. laughs.. Cannot exceed budget..

By then, my feet was already aching like mad.. but cos i had such a great shopping partner w me, we headed to Bugis Junction! Its been years since i went there..! That place didnt really change much. Same old type of stores at the same old places. Something did catch my eye tho..
TADAH~!


Wahah.. *evil laughs* damn sui.. The band is also very nice.. I LIKKEEE... Saw one with a bigass diamond. $16k! LOL... madness... saw another with a not-so-bigass diamond.. $8k. =Pp Blings Blings sia.. If i wear it ah.. i'll be sooo scared i lose it.. haha..

My legs were aching like mad! Lucky got seats... At jurong east mrt, when pple board the train, they are like playing musical chairs.. only w/o the music. Too many pple for too little seats so must dash for empty ones.. haha.. then those nv get will look a bit sad/sian.. ahaha.. quite funny.. Now finally home n resting... Where's my iSqueeze?!? =(

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Hiaz.. happy day just become a lousy day cos apparently dear's d*ty got changed to totally shit (AGAIN!). Public holiday Day AGAIN! Itchy fingers ah?! Almost all (if not all) of his holiday d*ties are all day d*ties.. At first say things will be fair when got bad d*ties at the start.. Now still getting sh!t d*ties and suddenly its "What's in the past is in the past."?? Everything done according to whim & how lazy someone is feeling then. There's just no system.. Argh.. sheer stupidity! Only the lazy asses, the suck ups and the weasel(s) gets rewarded..

Hihi!! heh...i hope everyone had a mad Xmas & Boxing day! =)

this is a 4 day-in-1-post post so brace urself for a lengthy post.. heh..

Celebrated xmas eve at his aunt's place cos it was her bday too. So she hosted a bbq for all the the family members (including those really noisy, obnoxious kids). haha.. she was soooo busy.. so sad.. so busy on ur own bday.

Spend the 3/4 of the day alone.. cos he had DAY DUTY on xmas eve AGAIN... *curses that special someone out there* Luckily his dad decided to be kind and went to fetch him over to yunan..

Anyway, went to Jurong Point to meet his mom at bout 2pm. Helped her choose a nice pair of shoes for the New Yr & bought it for her!! Lol.. earning brownie points.. Spent the rest of the day watching the adults play mahjong & entertaining my dear Kipp. lol.. *ke ai* Must buy Lego for him for his bday.

The bba was quite fun. All of us squeezed round a small table n chatted over lotsa beer, stout n wine. lol.. Had a great time.. got even better when he was finally there! wah seh... so happy to see him released from tat prison. Dear did some excellent bbq chicken wings but too bad there wasnt much food left cos the relatives that went 1st didnt really save much for us =P

Took lotsa funny photos w everyone.. heh... great memories..

Xmas Day! Went up to yunan again.. played some mahjong and won $8 bucks! wee.. not too bad la.. better than nothing. Afterwards headed out to Clarke Quay to meet up w my friends! Walked one BIG round to find Momo but ended up cant go.. lol.. tsk tsk.. kids! heh.. jk jk. So decided to head to Gotham Penthouse. But it was deserted as hell even at 1030 pm.. Dunno why also. So finally we decided to go to MOS.. tat place cfm plus chop have pple. laughs..

The queue moved faster than expected so we were in after bout 35 mins? Being suaku, i totally didnt know there are many rooms.. Went into the first room (the RnB de) and TOTALLY hated it. Was still thinking: wah.. if this is MOS, then it SUX big time.

I was so pissed off there. The decor wasnt too nice, the dance floor is tiny and it was squished w pple! Yucks.. could feel all the sweat on the girls' backs n hair. And the worst is, pple were still trying to squeeze into the centre of the dance floor when it was already soooo crowded! U guys fucking blind meh? -__- Somemore this drunk girl beside me was all over her bf, falling everywhere and draping her arms over his shoulder and hitting me at the same time, all this while still squeezing into the centre. Felt like ripping off her stupid bracelets & kicking her. bitch sia... grr..

Had enuf of that crap so decided to leave. That was when we realised there were other rooms! DoH~! *slaps forehead* I lurve the main dancefloor.. cos it was huge & cool! Went around to look look see see and the Pure room is soo cool. Perfect place for a huge grp of friends to just sit around n chill! Perhaps next time eh? ^^ Someone accidentally (& painfully) interrupted a hot couple making out behind the door tho.. ahahaha.. so funny....

Ending up dancin till 2 am.. Love all the strobe lights (told u i ah lian at heart!) haha.. had fun looking at all the drunk girls (& all the handsome guys too! wOOt) *note to self* Never dance when drunk.. laughs.. paiseh sia.. Those horny ones danced like they were humping the bfs' legs and some were just flailing their arms and tossing their heads everywhere. Teehee.. there was this girl who was damn high.. she jumped onto the restricted platform infront of the DJ console and put on a show for everyone, only to get shooed away by a bouncer! hahahah.. Hilarious..

Legs were aching like mad so decided to head home.. Spent my whole Boxing day slping away. It was his grandma's bday celebration at his place but was too tired to want to do anything. =P

New year in 3 days but not very looking forward to it cos it means exams... Just saw my tentative exam timetable.. Dread....

Principles of Accounts ------ 9th May

Marketing & Human Resource Management ----- 31st May (1 in morning, 1 in afternoon)

Macroecons ------ 8th June

Sian.. means studying, getting stressed n worrying & whole new school term! =Pp At least i have plenty of time in between each paper to do revision. (tho this may mean i'll get lazy and end up hugging the Buddha's legs again). Need Banyan massage.. laughs.. But i'll be turning 21.. can get married le.. and watch R(A) films! wahaha..

[EE.. elaine's mom bought her a big-ass diamond ring for her 21st birthday.. lol.. i want.........]

haha... k la. k la.. very long le.. till next time~!

Yesterday was the day i tried my hand at our xmas-cum-anni dinner =)

Dinner was :
A soup, that i seemed to forgot, with garlic bread sticks
Eye round steak with garlic & butter mashed potatoes, w sides of sasuages
Really beautiful & sweet strawberries
Barcardi Breezers (lol.. goes well with what we had ma... =P)

Turned out quite ok (i think) 'cept that i cooked the beef too much so it turned out well done =( I was over-compensating for last yr's steaks cos last year they were almost rare. Laughs... damn. I was really disappointed cos i wanted everything to be perfect but dear was so nice about it.. thanx =) Potatoes was nice tho.. All in all, a fun experience... Felt nice.. as if we had our own hse, own kitchen.. Cant wait!

Went to watch King Kong on friday & i absolutely LURVE it. It was funny, scary and sooo sad! I sobbed so hard =(( Teared terribly when King Kong got separated from the leding lady. Could feel the sadness & the desperation. Hiaz... Never cried so hard since Green Mile. And even then, it was once only. Those stupid humans... grrr... I was hoping for a happy ending.. lol.. but........

Damn.

And I'm officially a FAN of peter jackson. lol.. His skills are so good! I squirmed in my seat when the bugs were flying everywhere... I could literally feel them buzzing beside me. Yucks. Plus his movies got yandaos also... Orlando Bloom *swoons.. drools* The captain of the ship is so manly too! i likkkeee...

Went to Alex's mom's show afterwards.. heh.. The door gift so nice.. heh.. Thanx alex. =D There was a fashion show and we were there to see the rehearsals. eee.. one of the models like sh!t. Cant even catwalk properly. I mean not that i'm zai also.. but... laughs.. nvm.. With the door gifts came some catalogue for lingerie. Went online to look look see see and i've found what to buy for myself for xmas!


Say "oo.. la la say zoomm..... cmon cmon!" So nice! I meant the corset.. not the ass of the model. haha.. $89.90 only wor... maybe... just maybe.. =D

Feel like going dancing! Anyone? heh...

Bored. bored. bored. Feeling restless. Irritated.

Grrrrr.... So many things i want to do but.....

Hiaz.. Bo pian... must come here n vent...

Waiting.. Hoping..


ps. Happy birthday dad. I didnt forget your birthday (like u did with mine). I just didnt know how to wish u happy birthday w/o sounding.... fake. Perhaps u felt that no one cared anymore.

But i do... silently.. uncertainly.. wishing all this would go away.. wishing all that happened didnt happen. i can only hope for the best and one day perhaps u will try to mend the wound in mom's heart.

Sigh.. happy birthday dad. i wish u happiness n good fortune in whatever u do...

For the first time in a very very loong time, my day was bout 21 hrs long.. and it didnt help that i had only 3 hrs of slp the night before =P

In my quest to be a good wife & perhaps good daughter-in-law, i decided to go to the wet market with his mom! I've never gone to a wet market before cos my parents always did all the grocery shopping at NTUC. Yes yes.. shame on me... lol.. Yup.. it was high time i learnt the tricks to picking out good fish, vegs & maybe the art of haggling.. =)

So at an ungodly hr on a beautiful Sunday, we headed to the wet market.. It wasnt as packed as i expected cos apparently there are crazier pple out there who wake up EARLIER than this ungodly hr to go to the wet market! Crazy de.. haha.. After the veg & fish stalls, we went to the pork stall.. Yucks.. there 'displayed' whole pig legs, with all the mangled meat n bones at the end..! I mean.. not that i'm expecting something pretty but those legs were sick man.. i could pratically see the pigs getting chopped up =P The butcher was also gross.. He was chopping up the meat with such strength, ur fingers/wrist/legs will be gone if u stuck it there. Could see all the lil bits of meat & blood flying everywhere. Plus he was smoking too! ee.... all the ash floating into the meat.. yucks..

The trip was quite ok la.. didnt really learn much.. haha.. opps? Tho it was wet, dirty & semi-crowded, i wouldnt mind going again la. Quite fun =)

After that, we headed to his grandma's hse to celebrate dear's lil bro's bday.. Havent went over for a few weeks now so was happy to see all the relatives.. esp kipp & cheers! =D Dear's cousin at a performance at the Esplanade, so we ended the the celebrations at 5 and made our way there. I was taking so many pictures that day! Haha.. Cos i had a good hair day ma.. heh..

Me and xw before we left the house.... =) So glad i bought my camera....

Heh.. he had his fake camera so he wanted to take pictures too...! Had all sorts of funny demands.... must open mouth wide wide.. or our heads must be closer.... haha.. Then when i asked him to show me the 'photos' he took, he said, "dont have.. cos this camera fake de".. haha.. so cute!

The performance was really quite cool. Kids of different ages had solo performances of the piano or violin. At times, the violin pieces were accompanied with piano played by their teachers. Hiaz.. how i wish i could play the violin or piano. Was dripping with jealousy while sitting there listening. And I absolutely LOVE pianists' fingers... They are sooo......... sensual. Yum... lol.. imagine them dancing all over ME... wooooo.....

Went on to have dinner that this popular seafood place. Its was good.. chilli crab, pepper crab, a huge steamed fish, peking duck.. but it was waaayy too expensive for comfort. Each table costs about $250? aiyo... but not my treat la.. so...... haha..

Was so tired.. fell asleep almost immediately.. laughs.. Fell asleep faster than dear for the 1st time.. haha.. Still super tired now.. Must slp earlier today..... Yawn!!!

Its gonna be Christmas soon & its time to start worrying bout what to get for those that matter.. I just hope i've got enough in my bank to buy better gifts than candy canes.. lol..

Gonna try and whip up a 3 course dinner soon. Soup w garlic bread sticks. Steak w mashed potatoes (would love to do baked potatoes w sour cream but dont seem to have the facilities =P) and maybe chocolate ice cream (making that uber chocolate cake is outta the qn too.. sorry dear.. lol)? A late anni celebration & perhaps an early xmas dinner. His little sister maybe in the way tho.. lol... must think of smthing.. Hopefully it would turn out better than the last year's xmas dinner *crosses fingers* =D

Made some spaghetti bolognaise yesterday.. Tho the sauce was store-bought, it still turned out very nice okaay? laughs.. the spaghetti was so smooth! yum =) He also says it's very nice.. and NO!!.. he's not saying it's nice to appease me k.. I know what u guys are thinking.. laughs.. Love cooking..

On Saturday, Kipp & Cheers had their first public performance @ yew tee and the whole family went down to support them. Soo cute! Plus, they are only 3 & 4 yrs old respectively... so brave right? Helped them with their makeup and hair.. and ended up having glitter everywhere.. lol..


He's so cute right!! heh... I'm in love with him.. He's gonna grow up to be a heart breaker.. lol.. Hopefully i'll have kids as adorable as them.. haha..

And i've got a new toy! laughs.. A vibrating dildo!! hahaha... no la... crazy.. even if i've got 1, i also wont say.. Its a brand new............

EEYORE!! heh... Told u i'm a sucker for eeyores.. so soft.....! I have a similar one but its sitting up instead! K la k la.. i waste money ok.. heh..

Quote of the Day: Hakuna Matata!

Memories...

A few nights back, i decided to look through an old family album... Taken about 12 (!) years back.. Teehee.. Primary 2 only. While flipping through the dusty, yellowed pages, i realised smthing... I dont smile at all!!! In the whole album, maybe only 3 pictures of me had a weak barely-there smile. I was perpetually in this chao face -_- wats wrong with me? Maybe i had lost a tooth.. or two.. lol..

Found this really stupid, obnoxious photo of me.. We were at Mt Cook, playing with all the snow.. There was a worse-r one.. haha.. i was launching a snowball midway at my dad.. =P That rates 10 on the lvl of retarded-ness. Hence, its not here.. laughs..

Teehee... but the mountains all very nice hor. It was the first time we saw snow.. smtimes cant even walk cos we were stuck knee high in the snow! lol..

Photo taken at this waterfall place.. I remembered we were all freezing cold..! laughs.. Thats my bro in his big scuba-diving glasses, my mom, me and my grandma.. All look so happy.. Haha.. i think my brother will kill me if he knows i put such a tuut photo of him online. Concidentally, the date on this photo is dated '93 11 30.. EXACTLY 12 years ago from today.. haha.. Just realised it while i was scanning the photos in.

Hiaz.. looking at those photos brought back so much bitter-sweet memories.. Memories of a family that's no longer there. Happiness on my parents' face are now replaced by anger, bitterness & tears. Ah ma is growing old with age, yet still burdened by the problems of her kids.

At least kor & i share a better relationship now.. Still remember we used to squabble over the stupidest things.. lol.. like how much soup each of us are drinking (for some strange reason, we must both drink an equal amount of soup.. haha) or how much Nutella we are entitled on our breads. Glad to have him as my bro, can talk bout anything to him and vice versa.. And since he is vainer than me metro, I also get all the nice stuff that he doesnt need/want anymore. Most of my facial products are from him.. lol..


Tadah! nice picture right? lol.. i like this photo a lot.. u know what does this tell u? I'm pretty even at primary two! ahaha... shameless i know.. My fringe very cartoon hor? i think is my mom cut de.. lol..

Heh.. enough of walking down memory lane.. remember to tag! =)

A Painful Reminder.

-21 November-

Together with my mom, dear & i went to Lakeshore to choose the tiles for the new place! My mom & I had a hard time deciding what tiles for the different rooms cos we just cant seem to be able to visualize the finished product! Girl thing perhaps? Heh... so lucky got him around.. if not our toilet will be totally mismatched from the rest of the rooms! The agent was also super patient... even when we were delibrating over the toilet for damn long.. Comes with e trade i suppose =)

Proceeded to Jurong Point... Ate a late lunch/early dinner.. was pretty happy to see my mom and him get along fine =) "squabbling" over the bills n all.. Wanted to catch a show but believe it or not, there were only FOUR shows showing at GV Jurong Point -_- So we walked around a bit. Pretty fun.. a little worried for my mom tho, cos she looked so tired. Hope her job isnt putting too much strain on her. When i saw her this morning, she also looks damn tired =P

Before we left, i decided to check out the arcade to see if they have any Eeyores available to kiap. AND THEY DO!! 1 CHRISTMAS EEYORE! I forgot how cute it was le...! So tried my darnest to pick it up.

End result?

SIGGGHHHHH.... consolation prize: bunch of sweets.. expensive sweets those. After every try at the eeyore, the small grip by the side will let u pick some sweets up. Sometimes cant even take any!

Overall, he did a better job than me.. he managed to lift the Eeyore up but the stupid grip loosens when it reaches the top!! Grrrrrrrr....... *curse the machine* Keep giving me false hope. Decided to stop cos i dont want him to spend too much money on it also. Heh.. got chided by my mom for wasting his money =(

Haha.. Thanx dear for trying so hard & feeling bad when u couldnt get it.. Nvm la... To me its a lost cause le. Must........ forget........

Started playing a new game! Maple! heh.. its so cute! Plus a little quest based so i like...! heh.. plus can doll ur character up nice nice... ^^ Cant wait to buy earrings & a hat for my character!

Questions questions questions

When you look at urself in the mirror, whats is the 1st thing u look at?
My teeth. To see if there's anything stuck.. laughs..

How much cash do u have on you?
err.. $1.30? so sad... haha.. Broke as hell.......

Whats a word that rhymes with "test"?
Les!! as in lesbians... hahah...

Favourite plant?
Hmmm... daisies?

Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
My mom!

What is your main ring tone on your phone?
"Smooth Reggae" inbuilt in my phone. If my dear calls.. its "Swing it".. pretty nice..

ps. does anyone know where to d/l nice ringtones for siemens phones?

What shirt are you wearing?
A plain black razorback from (of all places) 77th Street.. quite old le...

Do you "label" yourself?
Hmm.. not really bah....

Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
Black strappy Aldo heels! My favourite........

Bright or dark room?
Definitely dark.. Unless i've got a really hot body... laughs...

What were u doing at midnight last night?
Watching tv.....

What was your last text message you received on your cell?
My dear asking me bout my plans today & if i was up yet... ^^

Do you ever click on "pop-ups" or banners?
Hell no... dont want to screw up my com even more..

What's a saying that u say a lot?
"wah!" but thats not really a saying is it? lol... or "is it?"

Who told you they love you last?
Of course my dear..

Last furry thing you touched?
My mini eeyore!

How many drugs have u done in the past 3 days?
None...

How many rolls of film do u need to get developed?
Tons... No printer & lazy to go to a photo developing shop..

Favourite age u have been so far?
Hmm... 18ish? Either that it's the age i grew boobs... haha..

Your worst enemy?
Laziness.....

What is ur current desktop picture?
Adriana Lima....

What was the last thing you said to someone?
"what do u wanna eat?"

If you had to choose btw a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?
Definitely a major regret.. but considering how broke i am now... I'll be a fool not to choose a million bucks.. laughs..

Do you like someone?
Of course... i like tons of people.. But if it's e 'like-love' type, then there is only 1 =)

The last song you listened to?
Kiss on a Rose by Seal

Courtesy of her =) Definitely a chick questionnaire... no guy in the right mind will ever do this.. laughs..

Bored.
Tired.
Listless.
Alone.
Frustrated.
Sombre.
Hungry.


Wake up................

Sheer Stupidity

Today when i stepped into class, my dear dear friend was talking bout the whole Dawn episode. Apparently, she JUST got wind of the whole issue... A little sllloooowwww if u ask me.. haha..

Anyway, we all agreed that all those flamers out there should just get a freaking life. So what if she went for plastic surgery? -_- If she has the money to go for it, then good for her..!! Hell, if i have the money, i would do a lil nip tuck here n there too.. laughs.. who doesnt want to look prettier...

And its not like she gotta go about announcing it if she had plastic surgery done...

"Hey..! u look a lot thinner now...."
"oh thanx.. i just had some lipo done... ooooooo.. and i did my breasts too... nice?!?"

Thats just dumb... Whatever she does is HER business... she doesnt owe anyone an explanation, unless you're like her mom or dad...

Now 1 of my favourites bloggers, Daphne, has decided to shut down her site too, cos of flamers.. Either that is her site kana hacked.. hiaz.. more too-much-free-time asses...

Note to all fucking flamers: IF U DONT LIKE IT, DONT READ IT. GO AWAY. morons.......... who gives a damn about what u say.. Quit spoiling the fun for the rest of us.....

Grrrr............................

Tried & failed terribly

Hiaz.. Didnt go for another HRM class... missed out on tutorial & a whole topic. Sux. which means i got more catching up to do...

1st mistake: Didnt even bring my notes home. It was at his place & i forgot it was in my file! hiyo.. so even if i went, i wouldnt have notes with me.
2nd mistake: Slpt too late last night, hence my reluctance to wake up this morning. Got set alarm n all but i think i snoozed it for like 2 whole hours! (God bless the person who invented the snooze button) But i did have some pretty cool dreams.. laughs..

tsktsk.. I also didnt copy my accounts notes.. =P chum.........

On a brighter note, I went shopping yesterday! wOOt! We have having a late anniversary celebrations + we needed to collect his contacts. So headed to ps to catch a show, Just Like Heaven. Its those kinda typical romantic chick flick that always have a happy ending.. But i liiikkkeee... I think Reese Witherspoon looks very pretty in there..

After the show, we headed to the archade & i saw the CUTEST THING!!! omg omg omg..........


CHRISTMAS EEYORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I found it at those machines where u put $1 in, then use this pincer thingy to grip the toy up.. Yes, those money-wasting machines. I would have tried n tried n tried till i get it but there is NONE to even try!!!! *sobs* Its sooo cute.. got the Xmas cape, with antlers & a lil blush on its cheeks.... They said they will only fill it up w new ones when the current stock finishes. There were 4 winnie e poohs left =((( And each time they fill it up, there are only 4 eeyores!!! Limited edition somemore.... I contemplated asking them to call me when they fill it up but i doubt they will.....

I pray n pray the next time i go there, there would be eeyores left, but i doubt it since i seldom go PS anyway. SUCKS!!! boohoohoohoo............

hiaz... Anyway, went to Future State to buy some clothes cos they had a 20% discount on all clothes & i saw this really pretty off-shoulder top there. Ended up leaving with 3 more black tops & with dear being a lot poorer (thanx dear...) laughs.. But all very pretty & feminine... I love sales... ^^

Also went to Barang Barang to look at furniture. Got so excited thinking of the future, when we finally have our own place. Decorating would be a blast! Cant wait... =)

Cant stop thinking of the eeyore... was devising of all the evil plans to get it last night... Laughs... Must stop driving myself nuts =P

Work. work. work.

Eee.. i wanted to wake up at 10 am to start doing my work... but... woke up at 2 pm instead -_- Spent last night watching the final few episodes of Lost together.. What kind of ending is that?! It was like the beginning of another plot.. *curses* Hates endings like that.. But must really give credit to the scriptwriter of Lost.. lol... slash respect..

Harry Potter & the goblet of Fire will be hit the movie scene soon & there are tons of their posters around. Everytime i look at the poster, Lord of the Rings will just pop into mind cos Harry Potter just reminds me of Frodo.. laughs.. dont ask me why.. perhaps i'm not much of a Harry Potter fan (pls dont pelt me with mud).

Getting late & getting irritated.. Lemme think of the things i gotta do today:
1. Accounts - chapter 1,2,3,4 &5
2. Marketing
3. Read through past notes

Doesnt seem like a lot but it is.. =P boohoo.. perhaps i should start on it soon..

Oo.. and i found out yesterday that it was pretty easy to get 2nd-upper class honours!
Criteria: Not failing anything at all (check! for now..) & getting 60 marks n above for 5 subjects/ 70 marks for 1st class honours (booo..). I thought it was 8 freaking subjects!
It would be pretty easy if i didnt screw up my 1st year.. guess i gotta work harder le... Hopefully this info isnt wrong..

Life is perfect when...



















you get a piggyback ride from the love of your life, along a quiet street at 2 in the morning.. laughs..

Been feeling like crap lately.. stupid hormones.. Been thinking & thinking about my life, what i'm doing with it, how its going to turn out & i find myself worried bout my achievements (or rather the lack of it) and how funky my future will become..

BUT..

as cliche as it is, worrying doesnt get anyone anywhere. You just keep stomping about at the same spot. It dawned upon me that i shouldnt really have much to worry about... either that is the hormones clearing up.. lol..

Although i dont have a happy family like last time, at least they gave me all they could even when i didnt show them the respect that they should get. I still have a mom and a brother that loves me (a lil suspicious of my dad), and I absolutely love them. w00t! lol.. Not mentioning dear too.. he's everything that i'm not & i'm really very happy being w him, though some of his shortcomings pisses the hell(!) out of me. lol.. Being together for 5+ yrs has helped me grow as a person & i'm not longer that needy, jealous little kid =P

School lately has been bothering the crap out of me.. and i guess the main reason why i'm so worried bout not 'making it' is cos i'm so goddamn lazy! lol.. really.. Procrastination is my middle name. But i've decided that i shant sit on my ass anymore & actually get started with my notes! Hopefully i'll have all my notes done by the end of the year..

As for myself, i'm going to stop thinking bout other people's actions and let it affect me, cos there's really no point eh? They have their lives, and i have mine. I'm happy & cherish the relationships i hold with those dear to me.. That's whats most important.. I should stop being an insecure little bitch. lol.. Admist the rain, i know there will always be someone there to hold my hand *smiles*

*yawnz* tired tired, school tmr... but i shant groan bout it ^^ Gotta do quite a few stuff.. laundry, collect notes, copy notes, buy wrapping paper.. On a totally irrelevant note, I finally ate UNAGI @ Sakae that day!! wee... they dont have it on the sushi but they got it in a handroll!! Yummy.. turns out they couldnt find a supplier -_- I think i ate bout 7 unagi handrolls? heh.. Aight.. Nightz!

Melancholic Me

Feeling so frustrated, depressed, restless.. even sad. Perhaps It is THAT time of the month. Been doing a lot of thinking/worrying bout my school & myself.

School- Its so depressing that i once i start thinking bout it, i really get so worried that i cant even sleep. Damn accounts... i hate accounts. Truth be told, i havent been attending ANY lectures at all. Dont wanna end up failing my finals, cos its like super expensive to fail any modules & i think it pushes my graduation back by a year. Hoping i can get 2nd-upper honours. 1st-class honours is a lil out of my league =P But i must definitely stop procrastinating & actually get some work done.

Myself- Not sure why but i'm one who get influenced by others super easily. So much so that what they do or say affects me to such an extend that i feel compelled to do something bout it, as if i've got smthing to prove. Whats weird is i'm only affected by some only & its sometimes about the minor-est of things.. Hiaz. Don't know what is wrong with me. I should seriously stop. Trying but..............................

I think i'm going nuts. Hopefully the trip out will clear my head. Definitely not my stomach tho, cos we're going for Sakae! (yes.. again) Hopefully they have Unagi.

The night i forgot

Hmm.. where do i begin? I'll never forget that faithful night at DblO, when i got totally wasted & Merlion-ed everywhere. 5th Nov. *shudders*

We had a blast, at first.. laughing, talking rubbish & taking all sorts of pics. We sat by the table, from 9 to 12 drinking non-stop.. tequila, gin & tonic, Vodka lime, vodka redbull, bacardi.... Everything came quickly, and we all just chugged all of them down like no tomorrow. No idea why we were in such a 'hurry' too. The last thing i remember was heading down to the dancefloor w Keng and returning back to the table in a while to down more tequila. Everything else was a blank. The next conscious moment was next morning, when i woke up in bed beside dear.. There was once tiny instance tat i did remember tho... i was lying in bed, puking.. with water alcohol flowing out of my mouth with dear talking to me (angrily?)...

sigh... First time in my life i got so wasted.. and i'm not proud bout it. Where was my self-control? How scary is it for a girl to not remember anything bout the night before? If not for my dear, so many terrible things could have happened to me. I think i lost some self-respect for myself that night. Plus, my stomach felt so horrible afterwards.. no hangover.. but my stomach was so bad that i puked out the med tat was suppose to sooth my nausea.

I feel so grateful to him. He had to singlehandly drag my drunk, non-cooperative ass back (no idea how he managed to drag me down that huge flight of stairs), while trying to make sure that my puke dont end up everywhere. He also cleaned up all my puke in the room & on me for 2 whole hours, even though he wasnt very sober himself.

the following segment is mushy.. pls stop reading if u are sensitive to such material. ^^


Thank you so much dear.. Thank you for taking care of me & making sure i was ok. *hugs* I love u =) *kisses*

Well, I've vowed to not touch alcohol in a long long long longggg time.. Just thinking of all the spirits makes me gag. I dunno how limbueytor can do this kind of drinking almost everyday. =P

GRRRR....

feeling damn frustrated but i dont even know where to begin. Just feel so helpless as i see him slipping away, further n further from me.. becoming someone who i cant even recognise.. ARGH.. why are those higher ranked people always so fucked up? I really wish i could do something like scream at them n ask them to bugger off.. or maybe even kill them..... We are really wasting resources keeping those imbeciles in service....

Cant they see what they are doing? Do those morons even know how it feels like? Do they really want to know how it feel like to push someone off the edge?

Hating everything around me right now.. I hate them, the fcking Sirs n Mdms... I hate the whole bloody system. I just wanna shoot those muthafckers, especially those weasels, who have totally no qualms bout stepping on others to get what they wants. I dont understand why such people can actually get away with murder.. while the rest of us gotta clean up their shit. Must we stoop down to their level to see that justice is served?

Dunno wat to do or say to help the situation.. Keeping quiet also isnt any better.. Frustrated, helpless, angry.......... Am i suppose to sit there n just pray that everything will get better eventually.. perhaps try my best to not make the situation look so bad... All i can do perhaps is to walk down this angry journey with him, to let him know he isnt alone.... and maybe try my best to keep my anger & helplessness under wraps...

*sighhhhhh..*

Family Day!

Since yesterday was Deepavali, his family decided to have a picnic! I love picnics.. laughs.. So at an ungodly hour of 8 am, we all headed out for Labrador Park near PSA. Beautiful place.. a park by e sea.. There were lotsa fishermen too! We got the "hut" nearest to the sea so there were salty sea breezes too.. lol.. Could definitely get used to that place. Downside - there were tons of ants everywhere! Especially after someone spilled some Pepsi on the floor. Yucks..

After eating breakfast, his grandma (whom i adore.. lol) jio me to play frisbee with her! haha.. Soon, everyone joined in.. xw brought her bf to the picnic.. Tried my best to include him cos i know how it feels like to join such a big family for e first time. Laughs.. Remembered I was pretty scared then.. Prolly cos i was only 16 then? And he ran off to play soccer, leaving me alone.. lol.. But at least now, i've formed a pretty good relationship with his family and they accepted me, for the brown haired, cant-speak-teochew me. And for that i'm very glad. =)

The boys were playing soccer, didnt join in cos the "pitch" was already very small.. so i, xw dragged his youngest aunt to take photos.. lol.. It was way too sunny to take much decent photos cos we were squinting all e time..

best shot:




















xw (left) & me.. The background very nice right? Saw a fisherman catch a fish.. lol.. thought it was pretty big from the bend of the pole but.. lol.. i was quite wrong. I would love to go fishing tho, just standing there watching e world go by & i think it'd be quite thrilling to catch a fish!

We were getting a lil bored so i came up with an idea for a photo.. lol.. To take a photo while jumping off a platform.. LOL.. quite funny.. End result:





















Hahaha.. Like some happy cereal advertisement. I jumped very high hor.. ahaha.. quite an experience.. was quite afraid that i might land wrong tho..

Stayed at the park till bout noon when it was getting hot.. I got sunburnt =P didnt think of putting any sunblock.. but i quite like the effect.. haha.. all nice n pinky at first but when night came, i looked like a lobster.. lol.. After packing up n getting rid of all e ants on the bags, we headed to his grandparent's place.. Played mahjong (with tai) & ended up winning $57!! Not too shabby eh? lol.. but had to give $30 to his aunt cos she was my finance minister so had to share my profits.. $27 still not too bad la hor..

Ended e day totally shagged, cos only slept 3 hrs e night before & got 6 hrs of slp for school today.. HRM.. so booorrriinngg... almost nodded off.. skipped a test too.. =P

Heading to dblo this saturday! Cant wait for get some tequila! w00t!

The Day We Ate a Cow

Yesterday, together with Alex & Nicole, we went for dinner at Brazil Caracacha Churrascaria! This time round, instead of stuffing myself with everything that came to the table, i did selective eating and ended up stuffing myself with topside, lamb & pineapples! If we added up all e meat we ate, i think it would amount to an entire cow =P The onions at the salad bar were really nice too.. lol.. like those at Phuket ^^

Since the night was young & the restaurant was almost closing, we decided to head to Corduroy & Finch around e corner to chill for a while.. I absolutely love the concept of that place and the utensils they use! laughs.. Perhaps i should adopt some of its ideas for my mom's new place..

Speaking of my mom, Happy Belated Birthday mom! =) tho there's no chance in hell u would read this, just wanna let u know that i LOVE u... *kisses*

Tried this drink that doesnt sound right at all.. Absolute milkshake.. Vanilla milkshake + Absolute vanilla. That 2 just dont really seem to match.. lol.. but it turn out like a normal milkshake.. couldnt really taste any vodka (hence feeling a lil ripped off.. laughs). Also tried a really nutty chocolate cake.. which tasted pretty good.... Small.. but pretty good =)

Didnt take much photos, in fear of insulting Alex's camera.. lol..

Didnt wanna end up going back too late cos we've got a family picnic early in e morning.. so left before midnight.. Ended up slping at 4am instead.. zzzz... Hence explaining my fatigue now..

DoH~!!



Happy Halloween!! Too bad there's not too much hype bout it here in Singapore. If not i can dress up as smthing slutty sexY.. lol..

Got nothing on, so we spent e day watching Simpsons Halloween Movie Marathon. Sitting on e couch from 1.30 to 8, eating chips & drinking coke, while watching The Simpsons is the fastest way to get stupid(er)... lol... Expressway to stupidity...

(On a sidenote, since we are on e subject of stupidity. Accidentally slammed the back of my head against e wall -_- hurts like hell but i'm ok.. laughs..)

Watching "A Date w a Vampire 3" now. A bit no head no tail & sometimes they say quite ridiculous things.. but who needs them when there's Ma Xiaoling.. lol.. For those who dunno, she's like this vampire slayer, who is perpetually in a mini mini skirt. Yes, even when she is fighting.. lol.. Wooo.. there's this new Tiger Beer advertisement now... starring e ever so sexy Jessica Alba. Lol.. I swear.. There was a mistake somewhere and i was born a female.. cos i love women... yummy sexy women.... *laughs* nevermind...

Btw, i stumbled across this super HOT photo of jessica alba.. maybe i'll post it after u guys treat me to a round of tequila *evil laughs*

Oh well.. off to bed.. must do lotsa work tmr.. Buy groceries and do my Econs & HRM notes.. (yes.. thats lotsa work..) Wonder how much i'll get done ^^ Nightz...

Finally!!!

My blog is finally done! Whew... all those html drove me nuts... *shuddersss at e thought* Nice a not? Holla if u think it rox~! laughs.. so happy~!

Anyway, last night i came across this really funny site... and saw some super cool, super funny videos! Its like Happy Tree Friends but better..
Check these clips.. This is the 1st part: http://www.atomfilms.com/af/content/bunnykill
There's also part II & part III..

Its takes some time to load.... but trust me... it worth it!! I wonder how long it took for the guy to make those videos.. too bad its so short..

http://www.atomfilms.com is a go-when-ur-super-bored-at-home-with-nothing-to-do site.. There are TONS of funny videos.. so enjoy ^^

Watch Nightwatch if...


u want a splitting headache..
u have too much money and time to spend and waste..
u wanna come out of the cinema thoroughly disturbed..
u want a splitting headache..

The first installment of a trilogy, this movie, by Timbor Bekmambetov, was said to be a big hit in Russia. So big that Universal [or some other movie company] bought over the rights to show it as soon as they could. (or so i heard.. laughs) WTH were they thinking?! *shakes head* It was honestly one of the worst films i've watched. I'm really not much of a critic of movies, cos i dont mind mediocracy in films. At e end of the day, just as long as the movies redeems itself slightly, its alright.

Nightwatch was seriously trying tooo hard to be like the Matrix, infusing themes like The One, with 2 sides [good vs evil.. duh~] forever in battle. And there will be a BIG battle to end it all. The good= [as always] human race while the evil= "race of monsters". Monsters being vampires. -___- How refreshing. There was zero climax to the show, all [3] the subplots ended as fast as it started. Plus, the directing style was weird, even messy as it incorporates the 'BOO' effect with 'chim-up-to-ur-own-interpretation' effects, together with flashing lights n screams. Thus my headache.... To me, it was just trying too hard.

This show is definitely NOT a show to watch. With such a disappointing start to e trilogy, i wonder who else would wanna watch e next... maybe except the Russians.

Anni celebrations~!

Well well, we've been together for half a decade now.. seems like ages, doesnt it? And i still love him so much! Mushy i know but when i looked into his eyes last night, it all felt so right.

We had a really nice kick start to our anniversary. We bought all sorts of junk food [even tho we were coughing], huddled together n watched LOTR.. So fun.. watched till wee hours in e morning, 6 am to be exact, & that's only 2 episodes. It was really nice n sweet.. smiles..

Instead of having dinner at a swanky restaurant, we decided to keep it simple. So we went to Sakae Sushi at Lot 1 for sushi buffet! =) Too bad they didnt have Unagi sushi. Apparently, it was sent back for inspection. Is there any funky unagi disease that i dont know about? Laughs.. cos the waiter had looked at me funny n told me matter-of-factly that they didnt have Unagi. Thinking it was another fish sushi that i like, I ordered Kohada sushi -__-

Yucks.. Being e sua-ku n blind person that i am, i had NO idea it was raw fish la! I took a nibble out of it and EURGH!! Felt like Gollum........ My poor dear had to eat it for me.. Lol... the things he has to do for me.....

After heading home n resting our [esp his] stomachs, i gave him his anni present! heh.. i think he liked it very much =) Proceeded to enjoy a nice bowl of instant noodles each, after dancing cheek to cheek to nice, sentimental songs..

*sighs blissfully* Nice ending to a nice day......

Happy 5 yrs anniversary my dear..

Thank you for always being there for me, whether i liked it or not..
Thank you for bringing so much cheer into my life, even when it seems impossible for me to smile.
Thank you for enriching my life, and always putting my interest first..
Thank you for always hanging in there, even when it seems that out is a better option.
Thank you for enduring my silly little habits, even when it exasperates u beyond belief..
Thank you for loving me dear.... *muacks*

Happy anniversary baby. Hopefully it has been all worthwhile..

Sick sick sick..

been feeling so sick.. yucks.. coughing, headaches and i've got a nose thats as stuck as an elephant in a drainage pipe. But at least i've not got work for the next week till monday.. So can give my poor feet time to heal from the blisters..

Gonna start school on wednesday =( Not looking forward to it.. Start of a school term means studying, going through the stressful exams periods again..

Feeling rather jaded about life lately, so sick and tired of everything.. Prolly just my hormones talking..

My head is killing me.. gotta go rest..

10 6 Things I Hate About You [not in any order]

Feeling rather unsettled and pissed off.. Grrr.. Ready to go into a plate-smashing rage.. so decided to whine here to blow off some inner steam and hopefully, avoid any clashes.

1. Making a mountain out of a molehill. Don't you just hate it when people blow things wayyy out of proportion, even though its just a really small matter -___-

2. When people dont replenish the toilet paper!! Girls being girls, we need to use the toilet paper after we're done with our daily business right? If not its pretty gross. So i really cant see why those who went before dont have e basic courtesy to just put in a fresh roll!? I honestly dont think putting in a new roll would induce too much sweat, would it?

3. Thinking you're the boss of me. [This does not apply to actual bosses.] Like wtf, who e hell u think i am? Get ur lazy ass off the chair and do it yourself! Grr..

4. Those really kiasu aunties who would rush from the front of the bus to the back of the bus just to get that empty-but-still-warm seat, disregarding the countless toes that were in e way. True, there are lots of ill-mannered people who wont give up their seats to those who need it more, but must be so kiasu? I think [most] singaporeans are a bunch of nice people.. so pls aunties, relax a lil......

5. Bitches. [This does not apply to people who look like bitches but are actually really nice ^^] I mean, what's the point of being so stuck up and bitchy. So u think u have style n character is it? Pls.... at e end of the day, who e hell wants to be in the company of people like that =P

6. Lousy service. I absolutely detest lousy service. Being a paying customer, be it at a restaurant or a shop, one would expect good, or at least fair service. Afterall, you are paid to service the customers right?? Grrr.. So i cant understand why people would give funky service. Good service = happy customers = more tips/ better business! You will also really make the customers' day. I get really happy when i get good service..

Good service places: Black Angus, Guess @ Scotts & where i'm working at ^^
Bad service places: Moshi Moshi @ Wisma [-_- I'll never buy another piece of jewellery there again], Stadium @ Taka.

Okay.. Reduced it from 10 to 6, cos i cant think of anything else.. haha.. So unless i'm pms-ing, i think its quite hard to really piss me off. (but on e flip side.. if i'm pms-ing.. pls be careful.. LOL) Bleah.. tmr must go to work. My feet has 4 scary-ly big blisters so i dunno how i'm going to wear my shoes while at work.. But lucky tomorrow is nice John working, not e evil Charles.. Pls pray there wont be much people..

*YAWNS*

My birthday celebrations!

Yesterday was just me and Dear, having some nice together time as he celebrated my birthday for me. He woke me up bright & early at 9+ for breakfast.. Was a lil irritated cos I was slpy! But decided not to be a brat n went to change etc. When to Plaza Singapura [~Where Clever people shop~ LOL!!! Thats their slogan....] to have some Macs breakfast.. Yummy hotcakes.. Saw millions of school kids there tho.. They better enjoy their youth while it lasts..

Went on to watch this beautiful documentary. La Marche de l'empereur or March of the Penguins. Some may find it stupid to pay $7 to watch a documentary in cinema but trust me, it was worth every single penny he paid ^^ The footage of Antartica was absolutely amazing and jaw dropping. It feels so surreal, so hard to imagine that there is such place of beauty, untainted and perfect. Like every good movie, it brings you through waves of emotion : Laughter, sadness, fear and anticipation... without the use of arty farty editing or computer graphics. The Northern Lights u see is REAL.. the gushing of the winds across the ice fields is REAL.. the HUge [tens of thousands] flocks of penguins ambling across large fields of ice n snow is REAl. Gosh.. Its just really jaw dropping.. I really recommend it! Its REALLY a lot better than THAT show about a car that races and winks at pple =P

Proceeded on to Swensons where we sat there a few hours just talking about our future, our individual plans.. It was really nice since its been some time since we actually discuss about our futures. After sitting till our butts ached, we decided to be funny and went to the arcade! Played some funny racing game, which i think he let me win, and played a shooting game. The one with pink n blue controllers? and have many stages, each with 4 individual stage? I died real fast *grumbles* He kept stealing my shots.. lol.. It was so fun... =)

The last part of the day was e most delicious and the best part. We headed to Black Angus at 1Fullerton. Before we started, he had a surprise for me!! It was so lovely! It was this huge pink bouquet of roses.. *awwww..* Though girls say that its a waste of money etc, dont be fooled guys.. we still love it when we receive them.. heh. We proceeded to have a nice, quiet romantic dinner, complete with lovely weather, seabreeze and candelight. The manager was so nice too. When our desert came, he was like, "its ur birthday right?' He then placed a candle on the icecream, took a polaroid for us and even took the liberty to put it in a nice photoframe n write happy birthday on the back. So nice.. service so good... I likeee....

All went well cept of 1 idiot there. He was loud and irritating, who thinks he's damn good. How old already still use 5566's ringtone?? It was this woman's birthday (heh.. my bouquet bigger okAy) and they had a bunch of friends celebrating.. Had wine prepared n stuff. While going to order, that idiot actually told one of the waiters to ask the manager to come n take their orders!! WTH! Felt like kicking his ass... Why??? Normal waiters not good enough for ur fat ass is it??? Trying to impress the birthday girl is it?? Pls leh.. no matter how hard u try also wont get laid de........ Grrr..

Well, beautiful ending to a beautiful day cos he called for a Merc cab home! Travelling home in style.. The taxi driver so cute also.. saw that it was my birthday and gave me some sweets... haha... and said happy birthday and some well wishes when we alighted.. so nice.. Came home to see more presents on the table and it was a Eeyore Cup n eeyore toy! I llluuurrrvvveee eeyore.. i have millions of them at home =) Even got this eeyore head that dispenses PEZ. LOL.. I go weak in the knees for them..

Everyone is so sweet.. too bad not my birthday everyday.. heh.. or once every 2 weeks also not bad.. ahaha...

Okie.. I think post too long le... Tmr working le.. sian...

Happy Birthday to me~!

I've been so busy that i havent really had the time to blog.. opps~ But i've got soo much things to "talk" about!

First things first, my hair turned out totally gorgeous.. too bad it wasnt longer tho.. Its almost like my existing hair colour.. but a lot lighter =) and it was a lot cheaper than i expected! The coolest thing is that they have those kind Japanese hair washing machine there! So after rinsing off all the stinky dye, the guy tucked my head into this bowlish thingy and started e machine. It was the BEST hair wash i had ever had!! All the funky jets will move all over ur head like those in Sentosa's musical fountain.. PLUS they use mint shampoo! Super cool.. Sure beats having ur scalp scrapped off by some ladies' nails^^

Also, I've gotten my results! Whew~ All Passed. I was so anxious.. If fail, i dont know how to tell my dad.. I barely scrapped through Sociology though [Passing mark:34 Me:35] If this is not called heng.. i dunno what is. Surprising, I did better in Statistics than in Maths.. Laughs.. My stats really stank.. Looks like my maths was worse! heh..

On sat, Keng and alex celebrated my birthday for me~! They are such sweethearts. We meet at Breko's for dinner. Once i arrived, they started to insist that i wore whatever they were going to give me. First reaction was definitely "crazy....!" God knows what those crazy guys were up to. Dear looked clueless too.. But wat the heck, its my birthday and we're gonna party like its my birthday..! So they presented me with my 1st present..........

It was a Freaking tiara! With matching earrings!! Hahha.. so cute... Tho it was teenie bit too small [the box says for 3 yrs old n ablove -__-], I wore it till my head begun to cramp..

The next gift was the cutest thing.. It was fairy wings!! Like those that you wear for Halloween. Again, it was wayy too small.. B4 keng presented me with the last gift, i told him, "Pls do not tell me u guys got a matching wand.." He proceeded to fish out a really pretty wand!! It was my favourite of all..

Tadah.. the end product...



The wand nice right??! It actually matches with the tiara. I know i look a bit spastic.. (who doesnt)..

Anyway, I was so touched cos they actually took e effort to buy me something so sweet for my birthday.. awww... Thanx guys.. If u guys ever get to read this =)

We proceeded to DblO for a real rocking good time. I never expected us to stay till the end, cos knowing Alex, he needs his slp. Plus before that, they all looked pretty tired. But we had so so SO much fun, drinking and dancing.. Only end up leaving at 330.. ^^

Its my birthday today.. not sure what he has planned for me =) I hope that my upcoming yr will be smooth.. no more funny cockups.. =)

So late le.. Need beauty slp if i wanna look nice tmr.. heh.. Nightz~!

Feeling pretty sian now. Having the mother of all neckaches =P Also, he's been giving me funky attitude just now..

Anyway, i got my paycheck today! Wee~! Going to dye my hair & wax (ouchies!) on wednesday.. I pray n pray i wont end up looking like a ah lian ^^

Yesterday was his dad's birthday celebration. Had a BBQ. The food wasnt too good as it wasnt self-marinated but we all had lotsa fun. Drunk quite a bit.. Lotsa red wine, and the alcohol version of 'yuan-yang'(Half stout n half tiger). Goes quite well with chicken wings i think..

This blog seems a lil boring w/o any pictures so will prolly post some when i get a new camera. Wonder which kind to get. Oh wells.. we'll see.. Must check to see if I've got any $$ left..

Tomorrow i'm off! Can stay home, slack and rest my aching legs.. maybe if i'm lucky get a leg rub too.. Heh..

Quidam

A nameless passer-by, a solitary figure lingering on a street corner, a person rushing past. It could be anyone, anybody. Someone coming, going, living in our anonymous society. A member of the crowd, one of the silent majority. The one who cries out, sings and dreams within us all.

Cirque du Soleil will be performing here, from sept 9 till Oct 9. I really want to catch their performance this time round. I've missed the earlier performance Alegria a few years back & I'm still regretting it. =P I really like the concept of all their shows. Besides being a showcase of CCRRAAZZYY gymnastics & acrobatics, deep within, i guess its a show that relates to everyone. Hopefully I'll be able to catch e show this time round. If not, maybe (and hopefully) they'll come out with a collection of DVD's in a few years time. Then I confirm plus guarantee will buy it ^^



On a less serious note, still deciding how to dye my hair.. I want her hair!! LOL.. No idea how I am going to tell e hairstylist tho. Seems kinda insulting if i just thrust the picture to the guy & say "nah!! Ii want this hair!" Oh well, got a few days to think about it. Gonna go do a 'Mini-makeover' after getting my paycheck! wahaha..

Aighty, off to watch soccer with him now.. i think he has fallen asleep on e sofa.. lol.. Till next time~!

My First Post.

Well, I've jumped onto e blogging bandwagon. I've always thought blogging was a little silly, cos of 'Hawthorne Effect'. But lately, i've always felt the need for an outlet for my frustrations & feelings (and i'm lazy to use a paper n pen) so Ta-Dah! Here i am... heh..

He is at camp atm so i'm alone at his place now. Hmm.. what should i get for him for our anniversary? 5 big yrs.. wanted to get him a Kenneth Cole watch but it seems like he needs other stuff more.. so perhaps i'll bring him go shopping.. Woo.. maybe i shld get him to buy me sexy lingerie for my birthday! He benefits from it too doesnt he.. *grins* Cant wait to get my hands (or rather steak knife) on that juicy piece of steak at Angus.. the Black Angus at 1 Fullerton is really great.. romantic..

Yawn...

Feeling tired n my back aches like hell so toodaloo~!!