Bored. bored. bored. Feeling restless. Irritated.

Grrrrr.... So many things i want to do but.....

Hiaz.. Bo pian... must come here n vent...

Waiting.. Hoping..


ps. Happy birthday dad. I didnt forget your birthday (like u did with mine). I just didnt know how to wish u happy birthday w/o sounding.... fake. Perhaps u felt that no one cared anymore.

But i do... silently.. uncertainly.. wishing all this would go away.. wishing all that happened didnt happen. i can only hope for the best and one day perhaps u will try to mend the wound in mom's heart.

Sigh.. happy birthday dad. i wish u happiness n good fortune in whatever u do...