There's only 1 word to describe funerals....

Depressing.

Not that there is any other word, but seriously... the sadness of funerals really seep into ur bones & inevitably trigger those tear ducts.

Yesterday i was back at the funeral.. Helping to take photos. Yes.. photos. Why in the world i'm required to take photos at a funeral.. i have no idea.. It just feel so "zek ark"

Photos are suppose to capture happy memories, no?

It was all well till the last rites.. Everyone, even my really gungho friend, was sobbing away and u can really feel their anguish tho ur sitting a distance away. I didnt have thre heart to take any photos then.

Then i started to think about my loved ones, how would things be when they are suddenly taken from us.

How about me? Will there be people at my wake?

But when i die, i dont want to have any of these noisy rites. I just want to be cremeted & scattered somewhere, perferably on e same day.

Just dont want to put out people and waste people's time n money.

Dear is really tired from this, and it pains me so to see him so tired & listless in bed. I doubt he has had any good sleeps recently.

Just waiting for the weekends i guess.. Hopefully things will get better.

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Yes yes.. Its been some time since i blogged... Perhaps cos i've been tooooo busy with........ with....... erm..... work...! Haha..

I had such a kuku morning..

Woke up at an ungodly hour of 1030 just so i can bring my dear's supposedly spoilt phone down to Nokia Care Centre @ Woodlands.

I reached at 1105.. Just a MERE 5 mins after it opens.. and there was already a crowd in the bloody shop~! & when i got my queue number.. I was number 29~ Just after 5 mins.....!

Whats the world coming to... I arrive at a shop 5 mins after it opens and i already have an "estimate wait time of 30 mins"..???

ZZZZ...

i think singaporeans are mad..

And i think someone up there is not very happy with me.

When we checked the phone out last night , the picture was grainy.
When i checked the phone out this morning, the picture was still grainy.
When i checked the phone out on the train to woodlands , the picture was STILL grainy.

When i checked the phone out while waiting for my queue, THE PICTURE WAS PERFECTLY FINE~! zzzz...

Just as i was formulating what i was going to say to those ppl..
Just as I was thinking how much i'll bitch n scream if they want to void my warranty..

-.-

Anyways, afterwards i did some grocery shopping for dinner tonight. Whilst waiting at the bus stop, there was this horrible kid eating ice cubes and spitting the ice chips at his younger sister~! U can really see the whole spray of saliva n ice...

Imagine the truckloads of germs... =/

So, I was horrified when, not 1 but 2(!) drops of his spit landed on my hand! YUCKS. Worse thing is his sister joined in the "fun" immediately after.

EEEE..

Their parents werent with them... their maid was.. Of cos nothing was done.

I think if i am a parent & i trust my maid's morals & sanity enough.. I would give her the go ahead to scold my kids if they should ever display such sheer garbage in public.

Oh yes.. I've gotten my photos.. lol.. I think its ok.. The more u look at it.. the nicer it gets? haha.. so yeah.. my photos grow on u.. So if u dont like it the first time, come back often to stare at me ya? haha..



nice? =)

Just done.. AT long last.. haha.. so late le..

dear.. dont blame me if i slp past ur lunch time ya? haha.. Tho i gtg wake up at 12 ba.. to prepare..

When u have time read through e smses k? Its really nice.. Since u were too tired to do it together.. I guess this is another way =)

I hope u slept well dear.. Must wake u up soon le..

*hugs* I love u baby..

My eyes.................

They..

Are...

Closing.......

100+ more to go.......

3.32 am le.. Haven't slept yet.. Typing out all of dear's sms.. I know he bu she de to delete all his smses.. So to make the transition to his new phone easier.. I tot of typing out all e sms..

Back breaking work man.. squinting at the phone n typing out the sms.. still left about 200+

Plus i aint a very fast typer...

*cries*

Now i slightly know how all u OSC ppl feel. lol..

Super cold & hungry so made myself a cup noodles.. Wish dear was able to share it w me.

Remembering all the memories that we have is fun... But I cant help but wonder if we have really regressed to being "those" couples..

I miss those happy, carefree days.


p.s this chilli crab taste like shiet.. noodles taste like cardboard.. bleah~

Tmr at this time.. I would have already gotten my photos..

Zzz.. not sure if i shld be happy about their efficency. Bu shi shou hao 2 weeks ma? >.< What if the photos they choose for my portfolio are all about me in a-awkward-smile-1-eye-smaller-than-the-other poses?

Boohoo.. Then i'll just burn the stupid disk. =/

... And maybe the company..

(KIDDING~ in case this comes back to haunt me..)

Anyway, going out w my momma tmr~ Help her relieve some stress at work. In a way, I'm glad my father dumped us cos i'm so much closer to my mom le. Tho it seems super selfish of me to think this way since my mom is so chum.

But.. I LURVE my momma~!

( ..and u too dear....)

Xmas & New Year is finally here around the corner! At last, we dont have to spend xmas at his relatives place cos its usually his aunt's bday. I mean not that its a very bad thing.. Its still lotsa fun..

But this year, we can finally have some time to ourselves~! We can bring out the bubbly w/o worrying about 2 other aunts polishing it off.. lol.. We can have sex till the cows come home~!

Anyways, What shld we do this xmas dear.. W ur busy schedule now, I'm desperate for a "holiday"..

We'll wait till after the hols, when all the pesky kids and annoying aunties are back in SG, and we take a nice (spa) holiday to anywhere.

But my poor heart cannot wait so long.. lol.. What are we going to do during Xmas/NY then?

Any suggestions? =)