Off to work...

Feeling bummed about it but yet i'm glad to be earning some extras. Plus it pays quite well.. almost $10 per hr...

I'm feeling "better" now... Got some "closure" le.. haha.. All e best...

I cant wait for dear to start working.. It be nice to finaly have some money, tho we'll be spending time apart. Seems like its hard for dear to want to start working.. after having got thru all the BS that has happened in NS. $1k plus a month seems sooo gd...

Feel like getting rid of 1 tuition.. too taxing.. but... the money is a problem.. Limited funds now..

Cant wait to move to our new apartment. Hurry up Lakeshore. I want to get away from all of this crap... I dont want to bother or think about it anymore.. I want my own personal space.. Our 2 people world...

Smtimes.. dying seem to be a better option.. Better than going thru life...

Its 5.04 am now.. been up for 22 hrs n counting (with 6 long agonizing hrs of lectures)... But i dont really wanna slp yet..

Suddenly have many change of plans.. Some gd, some bad..

Bad: got to go to update dear's photo, develop more photos.. and come up w a decent birthday present for his grandma by sunday. I pray it doesnt screw up =/ There goes our relaxing weekend, celebrated w chips n vodka.

Good: Going genting w him & his family! Have our own room too~! *slurps*

Really need the holiday.. my 3rd week of oct will be packed w tuitions.. but at least moolah is coming in =) Hope i wont get too snappy at dear... =/

Easily irked by someone lately.. Was i like that when i was her age? or perhaps even worse.. But i wasnt so spoilt.. sheltered... I can be rather bratty but to the extend of doing that to someone who did nothing to deserve such treatment? zzzz...

So paiseh sia.. And its so bloody irritating to hear her complain about something & not want to do anything about it..! Must everything be served on a platter b4 u can take it?

eg. hungry but dont wanna cook. Cold food but dont wanna reheat. Refusing to c a doctor on her own accord -.- [plus when u serve it on a platter for her.. She says its done wrongly.. Nice.]

Woman.. when we try to help... u just make us feel sian half... Soon, why bother?

Please let my hse be done asap.
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Dear is fast asleep now. I love him.. i really do. I wanna get married, and be a family. I want to be Mrs Sia. Dont wanna slp now.. cos got to wake him up at bout 6+ and i dont him to feel too dreadful, as if the weekend is spoilt. I'll slp when he leaves.. and wake up about 10+ to go develop e photos. Perhaps can have lunch together..

*kisses*

Happy 73mths anniversary darling....