Memories...

A few nights back, i decided to look through an old family album... Taken about 12 (!) years back.. Teehee.. Primary 2 only. While flipping through the dusty, yellowed pages, i realised smthing... I dont smile at all!!! In the whole album, maybe only 3 pictures of me had a weak barely-there smile. I was perpetually in this chao face -_- wats wrong with me? Maybe i had lost a tooth.. or two.. lol..

Found this really stupid, obnoxious photo of me.. We were at Mt Cook, playing with all the snow.. There was a worse-r one.. haha.. i was launching a snowball midway at my dad.. =P That rates 10 on the lvl of retarded-ness. Hence, its not here.. laughs..

Teehee... but the mountains all very nice hor. It was the first time we saw snow.. smtimes cant even walk cos we were stuck knee high in the snow! lol..

Photo taken at this waterfall place.. I remembered we were all freezing cold..! laughs.. Thats my bro in his big scuba-diving glasses, my mom, me and my grandma.. All look so happy.. Haha.. i think my brother will kill me if he knows i put such a tuut photo of him online. Concidentally, the date on this photo is dated '93 11 30.. EXACTLY 12 years ago from today.. haha.. Just realised it while i was scanning the photos in.

Hiaz.. looking at those photos brought back so much bitter-sweet memories.. Memories of a family that's no longer there. Happiness on my parents' face are now replaced by anger, bitterness & tears. Ah ma is growing old with age, yet still burdened by the problems of her kids.

At least kor & i share a better relationship now.. Still remember we used to squabble over the stupidest things.. lol.. like how much soup each of us are drinking (for some strange reason, we must both drink an equal amount of soup.. haha) or how much Nutella we are entitled on our breads. Glad to have him as my bro, can talk bout anything to him and vice versa.. And since he is vainer than me metro, I also get all the nice stuff that he doesnt need/want anymore. Most of my facial products are from him.. lol..


Tadah! nice picture right? lol.. i like this photo a lot.. u know what does this tell u? I'm pretty even at primary two! ahaha... shameless i know.. My fringe very cartoon hor? i think is my mom cut de.. lol..

Heh.. enough of walking down memory lane.. remember to tag! =)

A Painful Reminder.

-21 November-

Together with my mom, dear & i went to Lakeshore to choose the tiles for the new place! My mom & I had a hard time deciding what tiles for the different rooms cos we just cant seem to be able to visualize the finished product! Girl thing perhaps? Heh... so lucky got him around.. if not our toilet will be totally mismatched from the rest of the rooms! The agent was also super patient... even when we were delibrating over the toilet for damn long.. Comes with e trade i suppose =)

Proceeded to Jurong Point... Ate a late lunch/early dinner.. was pretty happy to see my mom and him get along fine =) "squabbling" over the bills n all.. Wanted to catch a show but believe it or not, there were only FOUR shows showing at GV Jurong Point -_- So we walked around a bit. Pretty fun.. a little worried for my mom tho, cos she looked so tired. Hope her job isnt putting too much strain on her. When i saw her this morning, she also looks damn tired =P

Before we left, i decided to check out the arcade to see if they have any Eeyores available to kiap. AND THEY DO!! 1 CHRISTMAS EEYORE! I forgot how cute it was le...! So tried my darnest to pick it up.

End result?

SIGGGHHHHH.... consolation prize: bunch of sweets.. expensive sweets those. After every try at the eeyore, the small grip by the side will let u pick some sweets up. Sometimes cant even take any!

Overall, he did a better job than me.. he managed to lift the Eeyore up but the stupid grip loosens when it reaches the top!! Grrrrrrrr....... *curse the machine* Keep giving me false hope. Decided to stop cos i dont want him to spend too much money on it also. Heh.. got chided by my mom for wasting his money =(

Haha.. Thanx dear for trying so hard & feeling bad when u couldnt get it.. Nvm la... To me its a lost cause le. Must........ forget........

Started playing a new game! Maple! heh.. its so cute! Plus a little quest based so i like...! heh.. plus can doll ur character up nice nice... ^^ Cant wait to buy earrings & a hat for my character!

Questions questions questions

When you look at urself in the mirror, whats is the 1st thing u look at?
My teeth. To see if there's anything stuck.. laughs..

How much cash do u have on you?
err.. $1.30? so sad... haha.. Broke as hell.......

Whats a word that rhymes with "test"?
Les!! as in lesbians... hahah...

Favourite plant?
Hmmm... daisies?

Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
My mom!

What is your main ring tone on your phone?
"Smooth Reggae" inbuilt in my phone. If my dear calls.. its "Swing it".. pretty nice..

ps. does anyone know where to d/l nice ringtones for siemens phones?

What shirt are you wearing?
A plain black razorback from (of all places) 77th Street.. quite old le...

Do you "label" yourself?
Hmm.. not really bah....

Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
Black strappy Aldo heels! My favourite........

Bright or dark room?
Definitely dark.. Unless i've got a really hot body... laughs...

What were u doing at midnight last night?
Watching tv.....

What was your last text message you received on your cell?
My dear asking me bout my plans today & if i was up yet... ^^

Do you ever click on "pop-ups" or banners?
Hell no... dont want to screw up my com even more..

What's a saying that u say a lot?
"wah!" but thats not really a saying is it? lol... or "is it?"

Who told you they love you last?
Of course my dear..

Last furry thing you touched?
My mini eeyore!

How many drugs have u done in the past 3 days?
None...

How many rolls of film do u need to get developed?
Tons... No printer & lazy to go to a photo developing shop..

Favourite age u have been so far?
Hmm... 18ish? Either that it's the age i grew boobs... haha..

Your worst enemy?
Laziness.....

What is ur current desktop picture?
Adriana Lima....

What was the last thing you said to someone?
"what do u wanna eat?"

If you had to choose btw a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret?
Definitely a major regret.. but considering how broke i am now... I'll be a fool not to choose a million bucks.. laughs..

Do you like someone?
Of course... i like tons of people.. But if it's e 'like-love' type, then there is only 1 =)

The last song you listened to?
Kiss on a Rose by Seal

Courtesy of her =) Definitely a chick questionnaire... no guy in the right mind will ever do this.. laughs..

Bored.
Tired.
Listless.
Alone.
Frustrated.
Sombre.
Hungry.


Wake up................

Sheer Stupidity

Today when i stepped into class, my dear dear friend was talking bout the whole Dawn episode. Apparently, she JUST got wind of the whole issue... A little sllloooowwww if u ask me.. haha..

Anyway, we all agreed that all those flamers out there should just get a freaking life. So what if she went for plastic surgery? -_- If she has the money to go for it, then good for her..!! Hell, if i have the money, i would do a lil nip tuck here n there too.. laughs.. who doesnt want to look prettier...

And its not like she gotta go about announcing it if she had plastic surgery done...

"Hey..! u look a lot thinner now...."
"oh thanx.. i just had some lipo done... ooooooo.. and i did my breasts too... nice?!?"

Thats just dumb... Whatever she does is HER business... she doesnt owe anyone an explanation, unless you're like her mom or dad...

Now 1 of my favourites bloggers, Daphne, has decided to shut down her site too, cos of flamers.. Either that is her site kana hacked.. hiaz.. more too-much-free-time asses...

Note to all fucking flamers: IF U DONT LIKE IT, DONT READ IT. GO AWAY. morons.......... who gives a damn about what u say.. Quit spoiling the fun for the rest of us.....

Grrrr............................

Tried & failed terribly

Hiaz.. Didnt go for another HRM class... missed out on tutorial & a whole topic. Sux. which means i got more catching up to do...

1st mistake: Didnt even bring my notes home. It was at his place & i forgot it was in my file! hiyo.. so even if i went, i wouldnt have notes with me.
2nd mistake: Slpt too late last night, hence my reluctance to wake up this morning. Got set alarm n all but i think i snoozed it for like 2 whole hours! (God bless the person who invented the snooze button) But i did have some pretty cool dreams.. laughs..

tsktsk.. I also didnt copy my accounts notes.. =P chum.........

On a brighter note, I went shopping yesterday! wOOt! We have having a late anniversary celebrations + we needed to collect his contacts. So headed to ps to catch a show, Just Like Heaven. Its those kinda typical romantic chick flick that always have a happy ending.. But i liiikkkeee... I think Reese Witherspoon looks very pretty in there..

After the show, we headed to the archade & i saw the CUTEST THING!!! omg omg omg..........


CHRISTMAS EEYORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I found it at those machines where u put $1 in, then use this pincer thingy to grip the toy up.. Yes, those money-wasting machines. I would have tried n tried n tried till i get it but there is NONE to even try!!!! *sobs* Its sooo cute.. got the Xmas cape, with antlers & a lil blush on its cheeks.... They said they will only fill it up w new ones when the current stock finishes. There were 4 winnie e poohs left =((( And each time they fill it up, there are only 4 eeyores!!! Limited edition somemore.... I contemplated asking them to call me when they fill it up but i doubt they will.....

I pray n pray the next time i go there, there would be eeyores left, but i doubt it since i seldom go PS anyway. SUCKS!!! boohoohoohoo............

hiaz... Anyway, went to Future State to buy some clothes cos they had a 20% discount on all clothes & i saw this really pretty off-shoulder top there. Ended up leaving with 3 more black tops & with dear being a lot poorer (thanx dear...) laughs.. But all very pretty & feminine... I love sales... ^^

Also went to Barang Barang to look at furniture. Got so excited thinking of the future, when we finally have our own place. Decorating would be a blast! Cant wait... =)

Cant stop thinking of the eeyore... was devising of all the evil plans to get it last night... Laughs... Must stop driving myself nuts =P