*happy*

heehee... Just got back from my photo shoot~!

Although about 70% of my savings is gone, I'm quite ok with it. To me, its money well spent ^^

I got to dress up as a bride! Oh my.. My hair was done so nice.. Simple but gorgeous. I like the french lace dangling from e back with the flower~

I wanna look like that when i get married.. Perhaps even nicer!

I hope i'll look nice >.<

*crosses fingers*

Must wait for another 2 weeks before i can see the end product. Must learn how to pose tho.. Haha..

"Tilt to the left... no no no... not so much... ok... Chin down.. Shoulders face there... Ok.. Look at me... Smile~!"

Maybe catwalk is easier... =/

Please let my photos be nice nice........................

Oily

Just went for a spa with the girls~! so shiok.. fell asleep during the hot wrap.. But now i'm totally covered with ginseng cream.. haha.. Not sure how i'm going to shower later. Wonder if dear will help me scrub my back =)

Hee..

Too bad dear cannot join me. I know he's aching from head to toe =/ Poor baby. Next time must earn enough for us to go to couples spa together =)

Banyan Tree................

Where's my Banyan Tree... lol


Lalala.. I'm happy.. blissful...

*blessed*

Ass.

Mei da mei xiao.

I HATE INVESTMENT MANAGEMENT~

zzz... stupid course... how the hell am i going to get 60 and above >.<

*screams*

Friday classes never fail to piss me off.. Especially the afternoon one. Went for a run once i came back to blow some steam off.

Was quite relaxing.. listening to techno n running. But my legs were on fire after 1 round. haha.. so stopped n came back up. Now having a headache.. giddiness suddenly engulfed me =/

I wonder whats for dinner. Hope its fish beehoon, milk many many. haha..

Dear started work le. Yay... *eyes greedily @ his paycheck* heehee...

Going for a portfolio shoot on Wednesday. Nervous. Not sure how i am suppose to pose n smile. haha. And suddenly all my savings gone. As if my financial status wasnt bad enuf. Hope wont need to use too much of my mommy's ang bao money and i can get some nice jobs.

But its so exciting~! A chance to capture my "youth". All those dreams about being a model is surfacing.. haha.. Must occasionally dream a bit ma..

Imagine my face on buses.. On billboards.. On teebee... *w00ts~!*

-continues to dream-

Dont mind me... lol.. I'm waiting for my dear to come home =)

I dont like to force u to do things u dont like.
I dont like to argue with u.
I HATE to see u broke.
I cant help wanting to help u to go earn some money.
I dont want to see u without dreams and ambitions.
I cant help thinking you're wasting away ur life.
I want to have concrete plans, plans on which i can depend on.


I want to stop myself from meddling in ur stuff, but i just cant seem to do it. Because u seem to have grown so impassive about everything around u.