Stupidity at its best

Why? One of my biggest regrets in my life.. I could have lost everything.. I'm losing the one thing that every matter to me.. sobs..

why?

why.....?

11th JULY 2009


It is an AWESOME day, so awesome it is actually worth blogging about =)

Today was the day when dear surprised me by buying me something I always wanted, even though I know I shouldnt have bought it.

I feel very guilty u know.. =(

Thanks dear.. for spoiling me.. kisses..

I totally LURVE it. Just thinking of owning it and the pretty little box (and not mentioning the uber silicon satchel.. lol) makes me heart thump a little faster.

Today is also the day I won almost $100 in mahjong! weee... 1 leg win 3 legs. First time i have such substantial winnings!

Of cos I only got back $35, since 2 legs is family. But still, winning money rocks!

Sometimes, we just need to sit back and relax and enjoy whatever is in front of you.

Have a good laugh together and breathe in the fresh air.

=D

I love u babe.

ADAM ADAM~

Bittersweet moment: American Idol season finale =P Wont be able to watch him perform amymore but this finale was a heck of a performance.

I know I'm crazy but but..... I HEART ADAM!

I want to vote!

haha.. I'd be devastated if he loses and i REALLY REALLY hope no kuku birds come and tell me the results tomorrow. I swear I will murder the person.

Tomorrow is dear's last paper. Finally! I hope everything goes well..

Cant wait for Friday..

STATIC MAN!!!!

Heh.. Yesterday was awesome! Ok.. Maybe not at the start but still, very fun..

Finally managed to get some extra sleep. Really needed it lately. Headed of to the massage place at about 1130, only to find out that we had no couple room!

^&%$*)

I had called them thrice, confirming that I wanted a couple room, and it was only because they had one thats why I had went ahead with the booking. Apparently they had messed up my booking. All they could do was to apologise and I felt quite bad, kicking up a fuss in front of all the aunties so.. Plus it was someone else who messed up the booking so... end up we had to do the massage seperately. SIAN.

-10 points

To err on the side of caution, I had double confirmed with the auntie massaging me that I had asked for a 1.5 hrs massage, instead of the usual 1 hr. Lo and behold! She told me that they had only allocated 1 hr for us and it was not possible to extend as their schedule was too tightly packed.

WTFBBQ~?!

I was already half fuming from the earlier incident and this one really pissed me off. So there I was, standing in the showers with nothing on but a lame disposable undie and complaining to the auntie. haha.. Not a very nice sight.

-100 points (compounded anger.. haha)


Lucky they managed to give me my 1.5hr massage.

She had explained to me that it was their boss that made the error and that "she always like that.. Everytime she do appointment always very luan one" -.-

The massage was ok.. a bit painful. The auntie had thumbs of steel man. lol.. I think i have some or-cehs somewheres.

Really /respect her though. I cannot imagine massaging someone for a whole 1.5 hrs and more people for the rest of the day! Madness.

+20 points

End of the massage. I went downstairs and asked how come we were not given the couple rooms. That stupid woman, with a fucked-up attitude, had to cheek to tell me that she had actually told me about this issue the previous day when she had called to confirm the appointment! WTF. Maciam I will forget this kind of thing. I had specially wanted a couple room for the massage and I will just roll over and play dead when you tell me otherwise?

I THINK NOT BIATCH!

I stared at her and said that that was impossible, cos there was no way I would have went on with the massage if that was the case!

She then went on to tell me that the massage that I gotten had no priority for the couple rooms. She then apologised in a damn non-sorry way. And that it was another girl who made the error for not telling me earlier. That girl was conveniently out for lunch. So bloody screwed up!

It was so damn obvious that they had wanted to pack more people into their schedule and just conveniently moved us to the non-couple rooms to fit more people in.

Really angwee man!!

Funniest thing was she said that they will try and make things better if I came again. I was so tempted to flip her off there and then. But I was a nice person and just snorted in reply. haha..

I am gonna write in and complain about that woman man! GRRR... piss me off....


-inhales deeply and tries to calm down-

Just writing about this and remember that woman makes my blood boil!

-inhales somemore-

Anyways, after we went to KAP to have oily burgers and Cold Storage shopping! It was a damn hilarious trip.

For some strange reason, dear was super static charged and was getting zapped by all possible metallic surfaces! haha.. even the bear cans!! I too got zapped one time too many and was screaming, "Get away from me, you freak!" Even an innocent tap on the shoulder led to a loud static spark.. hahahaha.. People who heard us must think we're mad. It got so bad that he had to watch out for all metal surfaces. Wasnt too fun after a while.. heh...

Static man~!!

=) Love spend my days off with dear.. Makes all my troubles go away.. Hugs..

Happy

Tomorrow I'm gonna be on leave! This whole month has ZERO holidays.. Bummer..

Finally managed to struggle through half the month. Wasnt easy. Had lots of shit thrown at me and could barely survive. There is nothing worst than having a moany colleague bitch about her (=my) boss the whole week. Totally brings down everyone's (ie. me) mood and morale.

Oh well..

Plans for tomorrow:
1. Massage!
Dear has been having very worrying sleepless nights and is getting increasingly angsty =P so we are going for a 2 hr massage =)

Banyan would be great but i dont have my own Lear jet so I guess that is out of the question. I miss Banyan..

Hopefully that turns out ok. Though I think I've been spoilt by Banyan. haha..

2. Shopping @ Cold Storage.
Gonna be cooking for my brother on Sat. My brother has been coming over almost every weekend and its been lots of fun! We almost always end up laughing our guts out over some excellent wines and cheese. It would be quite sian when he leaves for London.

3. Chill for the rest of the day.
I need the break from it all man. Tired and jaded. Just dont have the motivation for work. For now. Maybe can finally go for a swim and not freeze my ass off. haha..

ADAM LAMBERT~

HOU MAI DOGS~!

yummy yummy...

I love you Adam~!!!! -screams and waves-




-bites-

on the train back now :) work has been ok. Everything went decently. I worry too much, no? Haha. I cant wait to get home!

-nom nom nom-

Haha.. Missing u like hell always dear :)

Pretty in Pink















-swoons-

The cyber shot is gorgeous.......... -salivates-

At Long Last

Its been some time since I posted anything at all. Decided to change my template to the generic ones offered by Blogger cos I am just too lazy to edit the old one. Simplicity is the way to go!

Anyways, I've been on leave the past 2 days cos its dearie's birthday! Happy 25th brithday baby~ I hoped u like the different events I had planned out for you.

For memories sake. I did:

1. Surprised dear on the eve of his bithday with his family members! They bought dinner and I bought cake =) I know he likes it "noisy" so viola! Played some mahjong as well. Guess it is icing on the cake that he won some money. lol..

Speaking of the cake, i had bought a 1 kg chocolate cake and there was no plastic bag given! Apparently, they dont have plastic bags that big. Madness, no? Plus the strings that tied the box was loose! So there was no way I could hold it just by the strings. So I had to balance it on one hand the whole way in the uber crowded train. UNBELIEVABLE. My arm almost cramped up -.-

Anyways..

2. Went Cold Storage @ KAP and almost went crazy grocery shopping. haha... Bought lamb, steaks, salmon, mushrooms, wine etc. The place was nice and big and quiet. Too bad its quite a hassle to get there. Thanks for the ice cream snickers baby =)

3. For the next 2 days, I cooked him dinner, then breakfast, then dinner again! lol.. All very sinful stuff.. I heart the lamb...! Delish~ Looking forward to cooking lamb again..

4. Watched Matrix 1 and 2. We were suppose to watch Dark Knight but we saw some scenes from a Blue-Ray ad and were hooked instantly! haha.. switched to Matrix and had a blast. That show is still cool! Even tho the first movie was made 10 years ago.

"Mr Anderson....."

and

"There is no spoon....."

haha... classics right?

I hoped u liked the celebrations dearie.. I love u deep deep! =)

...........

Getting very jaded with work. sigh.. I just received an sms from my boss giving me a heads-up about something that had happened at work. Apparently there was an error in the amount in the letters. That doesnt sound too good, especially if the letter were supposed to be mailed out by our vendor yesterday. c.h.u.i

Very tired. Not that I am undervalued at work. In fact, I think my bosses kinda like me. But there hasnt been any form of appreciation. All I hear is "Thanks June", "Well done June" or "Great initative June!" but there has been nothing else. Perhaps I too impatient. We'll see....

But judging from what is gonna be happening on Monday, the probable 2-prong attack might deflate whatever confidence I have at work. Sigh....

Hence, I am feeling very dreadful now. I know I had a long holiday and all and I had a wonderful time, but Monday is weighing on me heavily. Too heavily. sigh....

Miserable..............................

hokays... did something to delete my beautiful Adriana in the background.

zzz... Will fix it as soon as I can.

A tiny break

Today was such a fun day! Both of us decided to keng take a breather from our busy lives and stay home.

So we did absolutely nothing productive. Haha.. No housework, except for the washing of plates (which i would have left alone if not for the possiblitly of ka kas in the house), at all.

We slept, ate, swam, slept, ate, watch Boston Legal, sleep.

Heh.. wish we could do that everyday.. and still get paid =/

I am one step closer to learning how to swim. Hate the bloody tan line tho. Wish I could tan naked! haha.. too bad..

It was really fun riding piggyback on dear through the bloody painful waterfalls. haha.. Lucky my husband is no tiny ah beng with no muscles (like a certain ex bf). That will really be quite sad...

Love you tons darling.. Thanks for humouring me and piggy back(ing?) me for so long -kisses-

Back to work tomorrow.. Hope everything goes smoothly -crosses fingers-

Crap

today was absolutely crap.

C R A P

Fund prices usually come in about 1+ pm, but lately our trustee will shoot one email saying "prices will be late". Today was horrifyingly disgustingly late. Today prices came at bloody 6pm! Usually I would have finished my work by then.

-.-

Hurried to send my USD class out and finally go my fx rate back. End up our system hanged and the lovely people over at LUXEMBORG are fixing the damn problem.

That = more time wasting.

*^$#%

Minus this incident, it would have been a lovely day. Not much calls, no adhoc requests. But noooo... due to the "lack of manpower", I had to sit in office and waste time.

argh..

and the best of it all, I could have been at home.

Was going to take an MC but my colleague beat me to it.

sigh........

Excuse me while i go kill someone.

me equals

Today is quite a good day for me.

1) Had single-handly sourced, liased and set up a meeting with a major service provider (who is bloody hard to contact) this coming wednesday. I mean not that its a big deal, but i did things on my own initiative so hopefully it puts me in good stead. I'll get attend the presentation with my big boss! woots.. That equals me = feeling important! hehehe.. My first meeting (which I dont have to explain anything) ever!

2) Managed to set up a totally new report in the system. Was asked to do the job even though I wasnt in charge of that particular fund so hence me = feeling good! heh..

1 + 2 = edge above my colleagues = better appraisal = better job prospects = promotion = senior officer = assistant manager = manager = head of section = head of department = director = obscene pay!! wahahahahaha....

-.-

3) Had a delicious meal ready for me once I reached home! Once I stepped into the house, I could already smell the yummy food. Its really shiok to have a meal prepared by your man. All you have to do is to eat! wahaha.. Dear had put in so much effort, even scalded himself =( He also cleaned and washed up every inch of the kitchen so as not to upset me. haha..

(not like the previous cooking experience with Mr Pang -.- haha... kidding)

Thanks dear for putting in the effort. I really love the food. me ish very happy.....

So 1 + 2 + 3 = Super good day for me = Happy me! = better sex for dear.. haha!!

Wishing and hoping

How I wish that I could make decisions without having to think too much of the consequences. I know thats part of growing up and taking on new responsibility but somtimes it just really takes the fun out of many simple things.

On another note, it really irks me when people undeserving (in my terms) get happiness. The selfish and conniving shouldnt really have good things coming to them so easily. Perhaps it is then that they can wake up their idea and stop being so pretentious and evil. Its really not very fair to those that work hard to achieve the good stuff but then again, reality is unfair to start with so perhaps I should stop complaining >.<

Today had lunch with an old friend at sushi tei.. The conversation was great but the Unagi Tempura was even better! lol... yummy.

Tmr i'm going back there. Having lunch with the tiko fund manager =/ He's so bloody persistent and asking me out for drinks. So agreed to lunch and roped in my super unwilling colleague. Gonna eat one times good one so he'll be scared off. wahaha...

Salmon belly sashimi here i come! heh...

$$$!!

wahaha.. shiokness.. Bonus time! Cant wait for the moolah to actually be in my account!

It isnt much.. but still.. Can be used to pay off quite a number of things that I have splurged on lately.. (not just for myself only kays..)

Almost didnt get to have bonus as I only joined in Sep. Cutoff was August.. Luckily the good people in my company decided to include me too, "in recognition of (my) good work and contribution".

wahaha.. Dunno real or fake. All the niceties said... wonder if they say it to everyone else.

At least it is personally signed off by the director of the company. Imagine if it wrote "This is a computer generated letter. No signature is needed." at the bottom...

-.-

My boss is really a very nice guy though..

Not nice as in I-want-to-have-sex-with-him nice, but more like the family man, humorous kind of man. He treats subordinates like equals and is genuinely concerned about our working environment. So... hope he doesnt leave anytime soon..

Looking forward to pay day! woots..!

-ANGRY!-

man... I'm so pissed with myself right now..

Today is finally the day I was determined to start on my have-adriana's-stomach regime. So i hurried back from work, chose my workout outfit, put some songs into my phone (which took forever), wore my socks, hurried to my shoe cabinet.........

to find out my sports shoes are STILL AT THE OLD PLACE!

sighs....

anyways, since I last blogged, so so much things has happened.

We got married.
We got a spanking new place.
I got a new and rather decent job.
My beloved grandfather-in-law passed on.
Hosted my first dinner with some dear friends.

All in the past 6 months..

Although the new place kinda left us rather broke, I'm really quite happy about it. It was tastefully done, and like dear said, whatever we lacked in funds, we made it up with our impeccable taste (or something along that line).

LOVE my carpet by the way.

The process was rather frustrating. All the calls from the contractors, designer, electrician, painters. The coordinating.. the meetups.. the clean ups.. the decisions.. zzz.. Luckily we wont be moving house anytime soon again.

Makes me wonder how preparations for my chinese wedding would be like tho. Ho-hum..

My job is ok I guess. Rather lucky to have gotten a job like that.. Lets just say my results are a true reflection of the amount of work i put in. Plus side is I have really nice colleagues and bosses.. not those that engage in too much backstabbings and what-nots. They are all nice people, esp my partner who has been really patient with me.

Getting confirmed soon so = payrise! woots! Altho its super duper extremely measly, almost to the point of not mentioning, at least its something.. I could have been working for a lot less right now, if I had taken up any of those crap jobs along the way.

Had our first mini-housewarming party on Sat. It was super last minute so I'm quite glad I didnt burn the house down or poison anyone.

I almost did tho. Tried to do a Jamie-Oliver side of vegs.. You know? A sprinkle of this, a dash of that. Squeeze in some lemon and just pop it into the oven to cook with something else. And viola~! Something that beautiful and delicious.

Everything was in order, except for the beautiful and delicious part =( Sian...

Luckily, everything else was quite yummy (imho). And there was great company.. so all in all it was a rather good event.

Thankfully...

This week will be great i guess. Short work week.. long weekend.. I have finished my monthly reports and hence that equals to slacking (discreetly) in the office. Friday will be our KCA gethering. Hopefully that will be as fun.. never a dull moment with those cousins of ours.. heh.. And pay day soon!

Must start saving money already.. ahem.. I mean not that i havent been.... But Phuket and Bangkok might be happening in June! Most probably our last trip there.. so must go there and live like kings and queens princesses! Really need the break man... Massages, shopping and puccini! Cant wait....

Time to go make dinner~ Hopefully my next post wont be in 6 months =)

Last Day as a Miss

Yup.. that day has finally arrived! Today is the day i get married! I've only had 6 hrs of beauty sleep today... not cos i dont want to.. but cos i cant.

I'm so anxious that I feel like i'm going to puke. But this is good anxiety.. Like those that you have when u are about to go on stage and receive a award in front of the nation...

So far so good... Just cant breathe too well.. haha. Hopefully the skies will be clear and it be windy and cooling and not too sunny and....... nvm... Just dont rain can le =)

Regrettably, some people cant make it to our wedding but i am looking forward to meeting all the people I havent seen in a while.

Gosh... I really feel like puking... I just wish I can go back to bed now and just sleep it off.

Today will be the day I become a Mrs Sia.. something that i have dreamt about for a long long time. I cant wait to make the promise to my dear, to cherish him and love him till death do us part.

Kisses...

YES~!!!!

At 240 am, on our 83rd mth anniversary, my dearest darling finally proposed to me~! Yes yes.. At last..! It was such a crime to keep such a beautiful thing in the drawers. heh..

I thought he was kidding at first! We were lying in a pitch black room, talking nonsense and what lies ahead of us in the future, with Buble playing at the background. It just seemed like a normal night. haha.. Till he suddenly got all serious and asked me if I would let him take care of me for the rest of my life..

*awwww.....*

There wasnt any of the on-1-knee-at-a-restaurant proposal, but this was so much sweeter and more intimate! I felt soo so happy and blessed when he held me in his arms. Also saves me (and him!) from any embarassment. haha..

Of course I said Yes.. Was tearing like hell and my nose watering unglamorously. And he slipped the ring into my finger.. It was such a special moment =)

*sighs happily*

I love you so much darling. Thanx for wanting to put up with my nonsense for the rest of your life. kisses..

41 more days...

This sun i'm going to meet with the florist to decide on the decor for the house! Hopefully with the limited budget, she can make the house real pretty.

A couple of my close friends have either gotten or are going to secure jobs. Makes me wonder if there is anything wrong with me =/

I know.. i limit my own job scope by not wanting to do certain jobs.. but that's only because I want to spend time with my dear at the end of the day. I want to be able to cook dinner for him, watch moobies/tv together... I dont want to be still stuck at the office at 10 pm while dear has to eat da bao food almost everyday.

I just want to be a good wife cos i think there's nothing more satisfying than looking at ur dear tuck into a meal that has been prepared with love.. heehee..

Speaking of cooking.. Miss cooking the steak dinner..! And baking the chocolate cake as well. Muffins turned out huat-kuey-ish that time.. so nvm.. haha.. Not sure what went wrong tho. I shall just stick to things that i know how to do..

Still havent had the chance to sit beside dear while he drives.. Cos for now, Uncle is still monitoring his process. haha.. I cant wait tho =)

Dear.. i wanna eat BaKuTeh from PSA building, BCM from East Coast road, Goreng Pisang from Marine Parade and Mutton soup from Upper Boon keng Road =)

Thanx!